I Want To See It Too

I would like to be honest about something but I worry about coming off ungrateful..

I don't really feel as "gifted" as some people have told me that I am lately. Sometimes I think that I am accepting kind words for things that I don't really see in myself. I have known no other way than having my eye sight so it doesn't seem to be that amazing to me with how I take pictures.

I want to share my story but sometimes I don't feel like I have the right to feel "extraordinary" for it. It means the world to me when someone tells me that they think that I am special but for some reason and I think it is my low self esteem but I just don't feel it in myself. I want to be more confident so that these good times that I have been having will feel real and well deserved to me. I Want To See It Too.

Thank you so very, very much to everyone who has ever said anything nice to me and although it may not seem real to me today, I know that one day, one day soon it will.