July 28, 2012

I Want To See It Too

I would like to be honest about something but I worry about coming off ungrateful..

I don't really feel as "gifted" as some people have told me that I am lately. Sometimes I think that I am accepting kind words for things that I don't really see in myself. I have known no other way than having my eye sight so it doesn't seem to be that amazing to me with how I take pictures.

I want to share my story but sometimes I don't feel like I have the right to feel "extraordinary" for it. It means the world to me when someone tells me that they think that I am special but for some reason and I think it is my low self esteem but I just don't feel it in myself. I want to be more confident so that these good times that I have been having will feel real and well deserved to me. I Want To See It Too.

Thank you so very, very much to everyone who has ever said anything nice to me and although it may not seem real to me today, I know that one day, one day soon it will.


July 13, 2012

Thankful For You

Justin and I have been together for almost 14 years now and he has always been there for me. When my eyes are not good enough to see his are always there. Justin is the one who has brought me to the places that I have captured and he is the one who sets the controls on my camera when they are too small for me to see. Justin will always smile when I ask him to, he will ask our daughter Lily to look at me when I go to take her picture, he will stop, move over a bit and do almost anything that I ask of him because he knows that I see a special moment. Justin supports me, he is there for me and most of all he loves me. For that I am forever thankful.

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